• My Heart Is HerePosted February 21st, 2012 At 3:59 pm By MTV ASIA

    Sooooo, it’s been a week since Valentine’s Day now and we all know that I, Holly Grabarek, did not have a Valentine. In fact, I got broken up with right before Valentine’s, and well, my lame ex-boyfriend had to send me a message to tell me he is now, let’s just say, hanging out with someone who he knew would annoy me.

    But that’s life right? If your ex-boyfriend does nice things, then he probably would not be. And no, we can’t be “friends.”

    All that aside, being me, I got on a plane to L.A. to visit my mom and dad. I figured you can never go wrong with going home. I guess I was kind of heartbroken at first. I couldn’t finish my steak and I did not hog the dessert, like my usual self. I didn’t even want to get bubble tea! My sister took me at KTV and I sang really depressing songs. I might have even cried to a depressing song. I then changed the mood with Aretha Frankin’s “I Will Survive”, and threw in some Beyonce.

    Things got better. A week ago I was so ridiculously hurt with everything in the distant, but now, things seemed pretty damn good. I started to go out, meet some people. I can safely say that heart pain goes away. I started to eat the whole of my steak, I craved chocolate again, and I wanted to go shopping!

    I guess the point of this blog post is to say that when something hurts, it REALLY hurts and even though it might feel like the pain won’t ever go away, it will. And when it does you’ll feel super amazing and better than ever. I’m so ready for this year.

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    5 Responses to “My Heart Is Here”

    1. hereshingu posted on February 21, 2012 at 4:40 pm

      Anything you really want, you can attain, if you really go after it. – by Dyer Wayne.

      and i believe everything happen for a reason XD

      cheer up! HOLLY! HOLLY! HOLLY! =]

    2. yourfan posted on March 6, 2012 at 9:59 pm

      me and my bf broke up on th eve of valentines too. guess we’re on the same boat :( stay strong and keep smiling okay. take care :)

    3. k-reyl posted on March 14, 2012 at 12:28 am

      wow i just heard the news when i’m watching mtv shows where rich told amy (and the evanescence gang) that you recently broke up. cheer up k~

    4. shah posted on March 21, 2012 at 2:02 pm

      Cheer up Holly!
      Hes not the only guy!
      Besides ur still young wat…
      :)

    5. salim posted on April 10, 2012 at 5:33 pm

      True love is for GOD, everything else other than that is just caring and sharing. Once you understand that it won’t hurt so bad besides it’s hiss loss that he broke up with someone like you.


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